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charlesat50

hi will think about this one most people don't care about what happness to me or what I think, it is do as I say, not as I do to you, as a kid I was called a baster, worthless, and that was buy my so called family, not mother, she was the best, alway trying be be mother and father, and that was fine till the day I joyed the scout, I had hi hope that I could finly prove to my dad that I was his boy and that me and my brother was worth keeping. yet all I got was Raped and when my mother stoud up for me, the town sad we were wrong and that we need to keep quite, after that life was hell and I did the best I could just trying to prove that I was a love aboul person and time after time the town of deptford nj never let me forget I was a peace of BLEEP to them, there is so much and no matter how hard I try to be a person people let me know I not wanted. so I will stop know for no one care to hear me. all I want is a job and to take care of my mother. yet how when people mark you a monster