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by carmellion from Bellefontaine

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Since my daughters death last year 8/26/2007, I have come to know the true connection with the renewed spirit and butterflies.  I knew before from watching programs on T.V. that butterflies were comforting symbols of a loved one who has passed on, renewed spirit.  When I dreamed of her a month after her death, I asked her how would I know she was around and she told me, Butterflies and old school music. I used to always have the 80's rap, jazz, r&b along with the soft rock playing around my kids while they were growing up. I then noticed she had a blue butterfly on her window since middle school. Most of her kids(my two grandbabies) clothes have butterflies in the patterns. When I'm feeling low and thinking of her, low and behold there comes the butterfly whether its on a commercial, I'm out doors, etc. Its comforting and soothing. What are your experiences with loved ones who have passed on the the knowldge of the,  Butterfly Angels? My daughter is my Butterfly Angel.
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Sophia121 read my blog view my photos
Jun 30, 2008 | 6:36 PM

Hi Carmellion. I am so sorry for your loss. I hope I never have to suffer the loss of a child or grandchild. I don't know about butterfly angels but I thought I'd share this with you. Butterfly!!!

God Bless

Sophia121 read my blog view my photos
Jun 30, 2008 | 6:39 PM

Hi Carmellion. I am so sorry for your loss. I hope I never have to suffer the loss of a child or grandchild. I don't know about butterfly angels but I thought I'd share this with you.

Butterfly!!!
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God Bless

Sophia121 read my blog view my photos
Jun 30, 2008 | 6:40 PM

You have a beautiful family.

carmellion read my blog view my photos
Jun 30, 2008 | 8:23 PM

Sophia121, thanks I pray you never have to suffer that lost either. It stays with you every day. I use to always pray that God would take me before my kids, but He had other plans. The blessing in it all, in being a chistian its seems like he revealed his whole plan to me leading up to that time frame. God has been so faithful and my grandbabies were my healing source along with the occasional butterflies that seem to always be around not only in flight but other ways also. Thanks again

mr_wildflower read my blog view my photos
Jun 30, 2008 | 10:20 PM

Carmellion.... Now when I see a butterfly I too will think of you and the beautiful relationship that you had with your daughter.... I'm so sorry for your loss.... My oldest sister died of caner at 49.... She was the mother hen of our clan..... She always told me that a penny on the ground was a penny sent from heaven.... So now I always pick up a penny when I see one and it makes me think of her instantly.......

Your grandbabies are cutie pies.......

carmellion read my blog view my photos
Jun 30, 2008 | 10:30 PM

Thank you mr_wildflower, wow I always pick up pennies because my thoughts were, pennies make dollars but what a different spin for me now on pennies. I chose the picture on my site when I first started this blogging because my daughter loved to scratch my dandruff (smile) now my little 2yr old grandbaby tries to do it. I forgot to add, the day after she passed when all the family was over, there was a big beautiful Monarch butterfly on an empty patio chair just sitting there opening and closing its wings. I had the dream where she confirmed the butterfly a month later. God Bless

jana read my blog view my photos
Jul 1, 2008 | 10:25 PM

Carmellion I'm very sorry to hear of your loss, my heart goes out to you!

It is always comforting when we feel the presence of someone we have lost! It puts a smile on your face and softens your heart. I have had the penny experience, It seemed I was finding pennies everywhere I went, I think my mom was trying to get my attention. She did!

I have had so many things happen since mom has been gone, and I look forward to every little gift I receive! Thank you so much for sharing I love to hear stories like this.

Peace & Hugs, Jana

carmellion read my blog view my photos
Jul 1, 2008 | 11:01 PM

You know something jana, I have a great comfort deep down on the inside. God has been so good and the peace I have is that he doesnt want me to worry or stress over anything. So far, really good. Most people think this happened more than just, now coming upon a year ago. I have great faith and trust that God has our lives mapped out and whatever time he calls us home, nothing can stop that.

Butterfly kisses to you, jana

sue68 read my blog
Aug 8, 2008 | 2:39 PM

You are not alone, I am here with you...though you are far (enough) away, I am here to stay. And just when you think you can't take it anymore, I will be right there to hold you up. And just when you think you may fall, I will be there to catch you. And just when you think you're going to lose it. I will lose it for you. Be encouraged. Hold on. Don't give up.

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Love jazz and watching Hells Kitchen, Top Chef, Top Model, Maury (peternity shows), Judge Mathis and Divorce Court. At the top of this list, I love listening to a good sermon forever increasing my faith in the Lord. Also as you can see, I'm a reality type of girl and on the that topic, make the most of every moment you have with your friends and loved ones it might be your last time in their presence. Memories last a life time while material things come and go.

Member Since: 1/8/2007